MY NAMESS PRISCILLA AND IM WEAAAAAAAK. AND GAY WEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAK. XANGA iss GAYYYY. WEAAAAAK

daaaaaaaaaaaaamn. i always forget about this nonsense. time for an UPDAAAATE!

lemme start off saying, i am a complete different person now since a lot has happened in the past year an i have learned from mistakes that i have made and the mistakes that i have seen others make. ok now time to update:

_part of my new years resolution isnt really working out buh the other part isss.
_im currently 110 and still working on it. be proud!...i was a beast in the beginning of the year.
_airmax head!! well notttt really buh im more interested in nikes lyk some cool people i know.
_ms. smartypants...in MOST of my subjects.
_im growing! im lyk 5'3 now. score!...[ew no more score]..."yippy skippy!" hhah
_i set 2 new goals in life and i can only say one cuz the other one is prolli illegal haha. i would lyk to touch rim.
_i recently discovered that im guna die alone buh its cool. ill be that crazy bird lady down the street. haha. i also realized that life is too short to mope around all the time and not seize the day blah blah sooo i will try to change my ways so my life becomes an actual life! hahaha im sooooo cool
_did i mention im type awesome at golf? ohh i dont recall. haha im on the golf team now in my school and my personal record is 2 -1 buh the bad thing about this is that golf ruined my basketball career!...[its not lyk i had one anways buh you know..it messed uo my shooting form and stuff]...its still a cool sport though.
_i met some new people over the summer and got close with some old ones and lost respect for some of the old ones..its their loss buh anyways ummm thats pretty much for the update. leave some! pace!

WHOAAA #1 that girl who wrote that serious blog down there is sucha loserrr and #2 havent been here in a mintue shooooottt ook lets update on MOI

• im in highschool nowwww...oh my goss im going to be a sophomore oh my gossss
• im gettin fat noow  boooo damn school fries! BUT im trying to keep up with my summer workout plan which consists of:

                          1) running for 10 mintues a day

                          2) 200-300 situps a day

                          3) and 100 pushups a day

yeah....no i have a feeling that already thats not going to work because i cant even do that for a day shooottt...

• im playing in NABA this year...finally!! well i played last year but you knom from some of my past blogs that was one of my goals or whatever they're called
• i have already achieved one(...actually two....no wait actually three including the one above this one) which was collecting 10 chucks. yeahhh!!
• as for that second goal that i achieved...yeaaaahhhh  is all im going to say
• SHOUTOUTSSS to very special people to me:

kevin is my bestfriend!!!

bryan is my bestesterfriend!!!!

kim is my reggin!!!

lara is my favorite cousin!!!

joey is my betterfriend!!!

christian is just my cousin! hahaha

i love you guys!!!!! and everybody else i left out you're cool too! hahaha im outtie on thisss leave onee....or two....or moreee

serious blog...

im bored with life and everything else. sumtimes i feel lyk i dnt wanna b here. for everybody else's lives its lyk everythings gud its goin great and blah, blah, blah and ppl tell me everythings gunna turn around eventually. all i wanna kno is wen, wen is it all gunna turn around ? wen is eventually gunna happen ? everything and everybody seem so different and i dnt lyk it. i wish somethings cud change, not everything. i kno things change buh y cnt sumthings stay the same ? AND IM NOT JUS TALKIN ABOUT BOYS. im talkin about EVERYTHING (if u havent noticed ive used that word in everyother sentence) i dnt lyk how ppl change. i wish somethings cud stay the same...

im out wunn

      THIS BLOG IS FOR U LOLA !!!! 143 <3333

 old pic...jj's kindergarten graduation, im the baby.

the thinngs that remind me of lola :
1) at SRS church, wen mass is over dey play this song that she wud always sing, i forgot the name...man
2) pictures
3) my communion banner(cuz she made it. she made all of ours, well most of ours)
4) this fan i hav dat smelled lyk her

heres a story that i remember from wen i was in kindergarten...everyday i wud go home and sit on the floor infront of the tv ,watchin sesame street and do my spelling homework while lola was in the kitchen askin me wat i wanted to eat, so i tol her i wanted toast with butter. omgosh it was the best...she wud put sugar on it. it was sooo gud and she wud cut it into triangles and she wud giv me coffee (most of the time it had alot of hazelnut. das y im short cuz i drank coffee wen i was younger) in my little tea set and the cup were mad small. she wud also put the bread on my lil plates. wen i was done i wud go bac to doin my homework. wen i was done i wud jus chill on the couch wit her while she was goin thru her papers i think. and i had this lil fone, lyk a cellfone and it had sparkles in it and i wud pretend to b on the fone and say " lola the fones for u, its lola bunny" and she wud jus play along. and sumtimes i wud ride on her leg...YES YES YES I KNO IM WEIRD, u dnt gotta tell me. and at nite i wud follow her upstairs, sumtimes she wud ask me if i wanted to sleep wit her in ur bed i sed yeah  den she tol me to go ask my dad and he sed no...i got rele mad, buh i still hung out wit her that nite. he onli sed no bcuz he hates messy rooms and her room was lil messy buh das jus her way and i respected it and didnt complain. she had this reclinin bed dat jj has now which is sooo not fair ! i still remeber the way her room looks wen she lived at my house. it had shelves where jj's kobe poster is and the bed isnt sideways. on those shelves, she had lil liquor bottles, i think and sum party favors or those things where it says ur name and at table u sit at.

the day after she passed, i remember i was in the computer room wit lara and ate gia came in and she saw lara cryin and i remeber lara sayin " she had a gud heart" or sumthing lyk dat lol. dey started cleanin out her room wen dey took her out and she had this lil cabinet where she put all her rosary beads and all the cuzins were takin sum of dem to keep and i picked one and i sed i wanted it buh guess who took it from me...JJ hes gets everything hes wants i was relelelelelelele mad at him...i still am.

some of my stories may b lil weird buh these r the memories i cherish the most.

        I LOVE YOU, LOLA PILAR !!!! 143 <33333
                              R.I.P. 5.20.00
BEST LOLA EVER IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD !!!